I've always protected everyone else.
I've never been bullied except by myself.
Our society wants bleeding heart bitches with balls
But everyone hates you if you are.
I want to die, but I know I wont
Because only the good
I want to get a tattoo on my arm that reads "No Tomorrow"
In a good mood, it will give me the courage to do what I can today because I might not have time later.
In a bad mood, it will give me something to look forward to.
I've run an experiment for the duration of 3 weeks and I've found that, in that period of time, no one in my real world life missed me.
Fortunately, I didn't really miss anyone either because I had a group of 14 to keep me company. It made me happy so I figured it didn't matter.
*airing "dirty" laundry*
However, according to someone, I'm obsessed and they're concerned for me. She didn't tell me this, she decided to tell my boyfriend (who was also one of those people who didn't talk to me for 3 weeks. the only reason he got in touch with me was because my phone decided to copy him in on a text sent to someone else. he said he tried to contact me, but I have no proof of that and I digress).
So now I feel like dying and I've just been angry all day. This is so much better than being obsessed with The Hobbit and being happy, isn't it? ISN'T IT!? I'm feel so awesome that I feel like playing in traffic!!! THIS IS BETTER, RIGHT? SO MUCH BETTER!
Btw, yes, I am expecting you to see this. I texted you about it and you never replied (real shocker there).
I've been listening to Mad World for hours. [link]