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I've always protected everyone else.
I've never been bullied except by myself.
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Our society wants bleeding heart bitches with balls
But everyone hates you if you are.
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I want to die, but I know I wont
Because only the
good die young.
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I want to get a tattoo on my arm that reads "No Tomorrow"
In a good mood, it will give me the courage to do what I can today because I might not have time later.
In a bad mood, it will give me something to look forward to.
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I've run an experiment for the duration of 3 weeks and I've found that, in that period of time, no one in my real world life missed me.
Fortunately, I didn't really miss anyone either because I had a group of 14 to keep me company. It made me happy so I figured it didn't matter.
*airing "dirty" laundry*
However, according to someone, I'm obsessed and they're concerned for me. She didn't tell me this, she decided to tell my boyfriend (who was also one of those people who didn't talk to me for 3 weeks. the only reason he got in touch with me was because my phone decided to copy him in on a text sent to someone else. he said he tried to contact me, but I have no proof of that and I digress).
So now I feel like dying and I've just been angry all day. This is so much better than being obsessed with The Hobbit and being happy, isn't it? ISN'T IT!? I'm feel so awesome that I feel like playing in traffic!!! THIS IS BETTER, RIGHT? SO MUCH BETTER!
Btw, yes, I am expecting you to see this. I texted you about it and you never replied (real shocker there).
I've been listening to Mad World for hours.
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The only reason why i talked to your boyfriend about it, became I knew this was going to happen, and I was upset that no one has talked to me sins new years, and I knew I would get some sort of reply from him, were you i didnt know you were busy with work or class, or that cooking class. And you know what I was right. You know what sorry for starting this mess. I know both of you are very . Sorry for it all, go on being happy with what you like, don't care what I have to say. I'm just a burden to you and the boy anyway, you hate what I have to say, or the things I lack in doing. Talking for you for intense.
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry.
Have a good night or whats left of it. tomorrow is another day. Then agian like every one else say im just a heartless bitch who thinks of her self. gues I am. Any way have a good night.
I replied to your texts the way you reply to mine. Doesn't feel good, does it? I didn't think so.
I returned the book because you never got back to me on when you were going to pay me back. I know you got that text because you said "I'll let you know."
I've lived my entire life reaching out to everyone and having no one reach back first. You should try reaching out to me instead of just me asking to see you. Do you know how annoying I feel always being the one having to start conversations? I ALWAYS feel like I'm yelling, "HEY! HEY YOU! PLEASE TALK TO ME!! I'M DESPERATE!!!" You know that if you sent me a message like, "Hey, want to hang out sometime?" that I'd be all over that. You should know by now that I'll make time for you. I don't know how many times I have to say it. I mean, I left a school final to come with you on an apartment tour (that never actually happened since that complex sucked, but anyway). We ended up hanging out for an hour until I had to go back for another final. Remember? That's the day your mom accidentally dented my car. You've got to remember that.
And why is everyone so afraid of coming to me when they think I might be upset with them about something? Sean did the same damn thing. Peeps should know by now that time will not make me calm, just more angry. Me angry is like an infected wound. The longer it takes to clean it out, the longer it will fester and the worse it will get. If it's nipped in the bud then I probably wont be angry at all because someone was genuinely concerned and cared what I thought about them.
We're not both very busy. I have the usual crap of school and work, but I'm pretty much free after 3pm Tuesday through Friday and most weekends; and Sean's home every day. Sometimes he has an interview or he's running errands, but that's it. We just need to know if/when you want to see us.
And it's not that I don't care what you have to say, it just pissed me off that you basically talked about me behind my back. You know I don't put up with that shit. You're basically obsessed with all your little dA groups. I think that's all the artwork I've noticed posted by you on here, at least lately. It's also what you talk about most. But my favorite book in the world gets made into a fantastic movie and I'm not allowed to get a little too excited about it? Pretty much everyone in the Tolkien fandom is still freaking out right now. I know a couple people who've gone to see it more than twenty times. So what if I spend my money on it? So what if I made a Hobbit related tumblr for my own organization? (it was never meant to even have any followers. the fact that it does just goes to prove my point about the Tolkien fandom right now). So what if it's all I'm really talking about in my journals? I don't have a Tolkien friend to fan over it with so I have to cast it out into the ether hoping for a conversation. I don't remember the last time I was "obsessed" with anything. I used to say I was "obsessed" with Saiyuki, but I wan't. It was all I talked about because it was the only thing I had in common to start with with you and Jess.
As for the, "I'm just a burden to you and the boy anyway, you hate what I have to say, or the things I lack in doing" and the "i'm just a heartless bitch who thinks of herself." Please stop playing the victim. Every time there's anything of a confrontation, you say that. It's like when someone gets into a little argument with someone else and every time this happens they end their argument with "Fine, I'll just kill myself!" or "Fine, just break up with me!" I get your issues. We all have them. If someone does something I don't like/offends me, I call them on it. You seem to end your argument with that so the other person or persons reading your journal feel bad and throws a bunch of compliments your way. That's pretty much how it seems to go, me included. How are you going to grow as a person that way? You never seem to ask for any actual advice on things from all of your caring, wonderful watchers, but if they offer it anyway you always seem to shoot it down with more lines.
Honestly, between us, I'm definitely more the bitch. We're both wilted flowers, but I will stab at people with my thorns and you, people just feel sad that you're a wilted flower.
I still just really don't understand why people wait for me to blow up at them. Wouldn't you try to defuse the bomb strapped to your child instead of running away?
Hi, apparently I really like metaphors at 2:30am. I've been listening to Mad World on repeat since 9pm. At the moment, I'm in a meditative state that I hope to not wake from. metaphormetaphormetaphor.
Hope you have a good day.